Million Reasons

It's not because i want to do this

It's because i have to do this

It's not because i'm giving up

It's because i have to give up

It's not because it's easy for me

It's because i don't have another choice 

It's not because i hate you

It's because i like you too much

It's not because i want to stop

It's because i know that i have to stop

It's not because i'm not sad

It's because i'm too sad

It's not because i want to hurt you

It's because i have to protect my heart

Before things are getting worse

Before we hurt each other more

Before we ruin all those precious memories 

And it's not because i don't want to talk

It's because i don't think i have any right to talk

And it's not because i don't miss you

It's because i think it's the best for you

I'm too sad

I'm really really sad

NEVERLAND

I know all i'm doing is wandering around

In this no man's land

Somewhere far, far from anything

Even too far from my mind.

I've been looking for a way home

A road to lead me back to my existence 

A road that give me light to go home.

But i know i'm just wandering around

Over and over again

I'm tired, i noticed that but i have no choice 

I have to go back 

I have to go back to my comfort zone

It's not that i lost something 

It's just everything goes back to where it used to be

😂

Let me take a break laugh at myself!

To-do-list

Protect yourself, protect your heart

Move out from the circle you created for yourself

Stop blaming others everytime you feel down

Don't believe in others too easily

Don't believe in sweet words easily

Remember that you can't force people to have the same feeling

Remember that your feeling is your own problem

Remember that others would easily bring you down

Know when to stop

Move on! 

STOP RIGHT NOW

Kamu tahu dari awal tak semua yang kau inginkan bisa jadi kenyataan kan? 

Kamu sudah tahu dari awal tak semua hal bisa berakhir indah kan? 

Kamu tahu dari awal bahwa hidup bukanlah sebuah pertunjukkan dimana kau bisa mengubah skenario sekehendak hatimu kan?  Kamu tahu dari awal...