SHATTERED IN THE WIND

Maybe one day you would read this message
Maybe tomorrow, next week,  next month or even next year

I just want to say thanks for everything
I was happy
Even today i feel grateful
I never regret anything
I still value it as the most precious thing i've ever had
Even maybe it's nothing for you now
Even maybe you're happier now
Maybe your days are in peace now
After you pushed me away
After you let me go

Maybe i hugged you too tight so you couldn't breathe
Maybe i held your hands too tight so you couldn't feel free
Maybe i love you too much...

It's ok,  as long as you're fine now
It's ok, eventhough it's really hard now

Yeah really hard...

You said you can imagine
But no,  you can't imagine it
How i broke into pieces now
How i shattered in the wind
How i should use all of my power just to say to everyone that i'm fine

While i cry every night in the darkness
How i feel like i'm drowning everytime i close my eyes
How i'm scared every morning when i wake up
Scared that i might feel hurt even more
Scared that i might feel even sadder
How my hands tremble everytime i try to forget you
How i'm choked everytime someone asked me about you
And how i want to say i'm alright,